I'm not sure when or how it happened, but somehow over the past few months or maybe even years, my creative muse took an extended leave of absence. I've continued writing in her absence, sometimes even well, but the joy is missing. It's like I grew up and forgot how to dream.
I have blocks -- tons of them. I feel like a failure despite having a published novel!
So recently, someone recommended a book to me: The Artist's Way: A Spiritual Guide by Julia Cameron.
I've just started, but already I'm seeing that my creative hiatus was far worse than coming up with new story ideas or falling in love with the stories I was writing -- it had infected every part of my life from playing with my son to cooking dinner.
I've decided to be true to the book and step through the 12-week structure slowly and deliberately, doing all the exercises. Tomorrow, I'm going to start writing my morning pages -- 3 pages of anything at all as long as my hand keeps moving.
In the introduction, the author says that the book is something that can be done solo or in a group. I know it's a bit out of the ordinary, but I was wondering if anyone would like to try this book with me? (If so, I think the discussion would belong in the writing class, but I'm not sure.)
Barring that, has anyone else read this book? What did you think?
I wonder if I went through something like you described.
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I have not heard of the book, but it sounds good.
I'm sort of in between life right now, trying to embark on a creative adventure (fiction writing, and other stuff) but like you, feel kind of stuck.
Anyway, email me if you want to discuss further.
Christine, please feel free to go ahead with this. I can move this topic if you like, or we can leave it here.
I have wondered the very same thing. The best explanation I could come up with was that writing can be a very draining experience, it takes a lot of energy.
There's a quote I read a while back that I've incorporated into my process: "When fishermen cannot go to the sea, they mend their nets." In the case of writing: when new ideas aren't coming to me with their usual flash flood intensity, I study physics, or brush up on my math (plenty of dust to brush off that skill set! ), or research new markets and new agents, or work on my web site. These things aren't direct acts of writing, but they very much assist with the entirety of my writing exploits.
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it had infected every part of my life from playing with my son to cooking dinner.
When I wasn't getting as much writing done as I felt was necessary, I ended up short-changing time with my kids in order to give me more time at the keyboard. Except, this 'gift of time' to myself was oftentimes squandered staring at the screen in disgust of how little time I have for writing.
Fortunately, I self-diagnosed this condition within myself before it could mess me up irreversibly. I realized that, although spending time playing HotWheels with my 5 year old or helping my 8 year old with homework or throwing the football with my 11 year old or discussing photography and the arts with my 16 year old was time spent away from the physical act of writing, it would lead me to unique and valuable experiences in living my life...which added to the number of experiences I could draw upon when I was once again behind the keyboard. "When fishermen cannot go to the sea..."
Curiously enough...even though I'm spending less time these days actually writing manuscripts, I'm the happiest I've ever been as a writer.
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S!...C!
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I can definitely understand that things are going on in all of our lives -- I'm actually 38.5 weeks pregnant right now so I'm expecting a tiny little interruption very soon. I'm mostly interested in good discussion and in bouncing ideas and revelations off of one another -- not being a nazi about doing the "coursework."
Kathleen -- perhaps we could leave this here and then put the week to week discussions in the writing class section? I figure give everyone a couple of weeks to get the book and start week 1 on June 1st, which is conveniently a Sunday.
Crank -- I think that's very insightful. In fact, I was worried about the time commitment of doing this book when I've got so much going on in my life...When in the world am I going to get around to actual writing? But then I realized -- I'm not happy with writing right now anyway and I don't feel confident that I've written anything good. I have set 3 hours a day aside for writing (my son takes a nice long nap) but lately have maybe used an hour of that. The rest is noise. So if I take time out to sharpen my creativity and still only manage to get one hour -- but one productive hour -- that's an improvement!
I don't seem to have much trouble dreaming up new ideas. My challenge is finishing and submitting. Partly I procrastinate over the revisions, and partly it's about managing work/life/writing balance. Is it likely the Artist's Way could help with finishing as well as creating?
Also, I found the website here ...
http://theartistsway.com/index.php?section=4&sub=9&id=230
... and there's a spiritual dimension to it. How important is that? I'm kinda spiritual but it's a personal thing; I've never found a group with which I'm comfortable sharing spirituality.
Cheers,
Pat
As far as what stage in the writing process you are having difficulty with -- I don't think it's relevant. This book is for creativity of all sorts, not just writing. The purpose is to find out what's blocking you and to eliminate that. Blocks don't just occur in the dreaming up ideas part -- there are things that can keep us from properly finishing work as well. You just need to apply it in your own life in that way.
I'm having trouble with both the finishing and the dreaming, so I'm really hoping the book helps with both.
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I feel an imminent visit to Waterstones coming on.
Yes please, I'd like to try it.
Cheers,
Pat
I'll let you start the topic in the Writing Class area when you're ready, Christine.
I just checked Amazon, and I believe I've found the book there -- let me know if this is the wrong link.
http://www.amazon.com/Artists-Way-Spiritual-Creativity-Anniversary/dp/1585421464/ref=ed_oe_p
In my case, I know on the surface what started my problems--the abrupt termination of a fairly long marraige that cast me unexpectedly into the role of a financially-strapped, full-time, single dad. It totally blew my routine out of the water (along with all the uh, well, emotional complications that go along with such things).
By the way, there are a couple of you I've owed crits to. I hope you'll accept an apology for my not doing them. If I could have, I would have.
For the last month I've been making an effort to get back into the groove but it's like the mechanisms are all clogged up. The ironic thing is that right before the divorce started happening I had just completed a draft of my first novel and was enthusiastically working on a revision, and had knocked out a handful of shorter works that felt like they were my best yet. Things really seemed to falling into place for me. Now I drop the bucket down into the well and when I fetch it back I get only dust and dried leaves.
I'll go check out the website someone posted above. Is there some sort of a quick-start guide out there until I can track down the book?
The Artist's Way is a superb tool to help you recognize all the areas in your life that are touched by creativity. The process is well worth the time invested.
Regarding spirituality - it's not the same thing as religion. It is an inner feeling of connectedness with the universe, humanity, and ourselves. Religion can bolster that connection, but isn't required to get in touch with an awareness of the inner spirit, that spark of joy and gratitude for being alive. Nurturing our creativity also nurtures our joy.
I think I detect a few drops of creativity already.
Cheers,
Pat
I'm in the same boat.
There's a pdf (free download) of the Basic Tools on Julia Cameron's official website here:
http://theartistsway.com/index.php?section=2&PHPSESSID=e52f91f06360e0244e8d6707beacb09f
It describes the two basic tools--morning pages, and artist date. Sounds cool.
Enjoy!
Pat
If you want to do a quick start, I'd go with the morning pages and the artist date. The 3 pages are stream of conscious and your pen should not come off the pages until you are done. Just write. Anything that comes to mind. If you can't think of anything to write, then fill 3 pages with, "I can't think of anything to write." You can jot down grocery lists, chores you have to do for the day...whatever you are thinking about. This is an exercise to free your mind, not hone your writing craft (it is not specific to writers), so don't worry about spelling or grammar or anything else. In fact, don't go back and read it.
I did my first morning pages this morning. It was kind of interesting. She is not the only authority I've seen that recommended such an exercise, but in the past I've substituted work on my latest project for true stream-of-conscience writing. Since I'm not able to do that now, I actually followed the instructions for a change. Even though it was complete drivel, whiney in tone, it actually left me with a positive feeling and a clearer mind.
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And no, you wouldn't find this book in a section on writing since it's not specifically for writers -- it's for anyone who wants to become more creative.