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Right. He'd have to kill himself if he ever came to care what some teacher
thought of an essay he wrote, or what some girl thought about the clothes he wore, or
whether one soccer team could beat another.
He closed his eyes and leaned back in his chair. All this self-doubt was pointless.
He knew he would never stop until he was forced to stop. From childhood on, he knew
that the world was his to change, if he found the right levers to pull. Other children
bought the stupid idea that they had to wait until they grew up to do anything
important. Peter knew better from the start. He could never have been fooled the way
Ender was into thinking he was playing a game. For Peter, the only game worth playing
was the real world. The only reason Ender was fooled was because he let other people
shape reality for him. That had never been Peter's problem.
Except that all Peter's influence on the real world had been possible only because
he could hide behind the anonymity of the net. He had created a persona -- two
personas -- that could change the world because nobody knew they were children and
therefore ignorable. But when it came to armies and navies clashing in the real world,
the influence of political thinkers receded. Unless, like Winston Churchill, they were
recognized as being so wise and so right that when the crisis came, the reins of real
power were put in their hands. That was fine for Winston -- old, fat, and full of booze
as he was, people still took him seriously. But as far as anyone who saw Peter Wiggin
could know, he was still a kid.
Still, Winston Churchill had been the inspiration for Peter's plan. Make Locke
seem so prescient, so right about everything, that when war began, public fear of the
enemy and public trust in Locke would overwhelm their disdain for youth and allow
Peter to reveal the face behind the mask and, like Winston, take his place as leader of the
good guys.
Well, he had miscalculated. He had not guessed that Chamrajnagar already knew
who he was. Peter wrote to him as the first step in a public campaign to get the Battle
School children under the protection of the fleet. Not so that they would actually be
removed from their home countries -- he never expected any government to allow that
-- but so that, when someone moved against them, it would be widely known that Locke
had sounded the warning. But Chamrajnagar had forced Peter to keep Locke silent, so
no one knew that Locke had foreseen the kidnappings but Chamrajnagar and Graff. The
opportunity had been missed.
Peter wouldn't give up. There was some way to get back on track. And sitting
there in the library in Greensboro, North Carolina, leaning back in a chair with his eyes
closed like any other weary student, he'd think of it.
*
They rousted Ender's jeesh out of bed at 0400 and assembled them in the dining
room. No one explained anything, and they were forbidden to talk. So they waited for
five minutes, ten, twenty. Petra knew that the others were bound to be thinking the
same things she was thinking: The Russians had caught on that they were sabotaging
their own battle plans. Or maybe somebody had noticed the coded message in the
dragon picture. Whatever it was, it wasn't going to be nice.
Thirty minutes after they were rousted, the door opened. Two soldiers came in
and stood at attention. And then, to Petra's utter surprise, in walked ... a kid. No older
than they were. Twelve? Thirteen? Yet the soldiers were treating him with respect.
And the kid himself moved with the easy confidence of authority. He was in charge
here. And he loved it.
Had Petra seen him before? She didn't think so. Yet he looked at them as if he
knew them. Well, of course he did -- if he had authority here, he had no doubt been
observing them for the weeks they'd been in captivity.
A child in charge. Had to be a Battle School kid -- why else would a government
give such power to somebody so young? From his age they had to be contemporaries.
But she couldn't place him. And her memory was very, very good.
"Don't worry," said the boy. "The reason you don't know me is that I came to
Battle School late, and I was only there a little while before you all left for Tactical. But
I know you." He grinned. "Or is there someone here who did know me when I came
in? Don't worry, I'll be studying the vid later. Looking for that little shock of
recognition. Because if any of you did know me, well, then I'll know something more
about you. I'll know that I saw you once before, silhouetted in the dark, walking away
from me, leaving me for dead."
With that, Petra knew who he was. Knew because Crazy Tom had told them
about it -- how Bean had set a trap for this boy that he knew in Rotterdam, and with the
help of four other kids had hung him up in an air shaft until he confessed to a dozen
murders or so. They left him there, gave the recording to the teachers, and told them
where he was. Achilles.
The only member of Ender's Jeesh that had been with Bean that day was Crazy
Tom. Bean had never talked about it, and no one asked. It made Bean a figure of
mystery, that he had come from a life so dark and frightening that it was peopled with
monsters like Achilles. What none of them had ever expected was to find Achilles, not in
a mental institution or a prison, but here in Russia with soldiers under his command and
themselves as his prisoners.
When Achilles studied the vids, it was possible that Crazy Tom would show
recognition. And when he told his story, he would no doubt see recognition on all their
faces. She had no idea what this meant, but she knew it couldn't be good. One thing
was certain -- she wasn't going to let Crazy Tom face the consequences alone.
"We all know who you are," said Petra. "You're Achilles. And nobody left you
for dead, the way Bean told it. They left you for the teachers. To arrest and send you
back to Earth. To a mental institution, no doubt. Bean even showed us your picture. If
anybody recognized you, it was from that."
Achilles turned to her and smiled. "Bean would never tell that story. He would
never show my picture."
"Then you don't know Bean," said Petra. She hoped the others would realize that
admitting they heard it from Crazy Tom would be dangerous to him. Probably fatal,
with this oomay in charge of the triggers. Bean wasn't here, so naming him as the
source made sense.
"Oh, yes, you're quite the team," said Achilles. "Passing signals to each other,
sabotaging the plans you submit, thinking we'll be too stupid to notice. Did you really
think we'd set you to work on real plans before we turned you?"
As usual, Petra couldn't shut up. But she didn't really want to, either. "Trying
to see which of us felt like outsiders, so you could turn them?" she said. "What a joke --
there were no outsiders in Ender's jeesh. The only outsider here is you."
In fact, though, she knew perfectly well that Carn Carby, Shen, Vlad, and Fly
Molo felt like outsiders, for various reasons. She felt like one herself. Her words were
designed only to urge them all to maintain solidarity.
"So now you divide us up and start working on us," said Petra. "Achilles, we
know your moves before you make them."
"You really can't hurt my pride," said Achilles. "Because I don't have any. All I
care about is uniting humanity under one government. Russia is the only nation, the
only people who have the will to greatness and the power to back it up. You're here
because some of you might be useful in that effort. If we think you have what it takes,
we'll invite you to join us. The rest of you, we'll just keep on ice till the war is over. The real losers, well, we'll send you home and hope your home government uses you against
us." He grinned. "Come on, don't look so grim. You know you were going crazy back
home. You didn't even know those people. You left them when you were so little you
still got shit on your fingers when you wiped your ass. What did they know about you?
What did you know about them? That they let you go. Me, I didn't have any families,
Battle School just meant three meals a day. But you, they took away everything from
you. You don't owe them anything. What you've got is your mind. Your talent.
You've been tagged for greatness. You won their war with the Buggers for them. And
they sent you home so your parents could go back to raising you?"
Nobody said anything. Petra was sure they all had as much contempt for his spiel
as she did. He knew nothing about them. He'd never be able to divide them. He'd
never win their loyalty. They knew too much about him. And they didn't like being
held against their will.
He knew it, too. Petra saw it in his eyes, the rage dancing there as he realized
that they had nothing but contempt for him.
At least he could see her contempt, because he zeroed in on her, took a few steps
closer, smiling ever more kindly.
"Petra, it's so nice to meet you," he said. "The girl who tested so aggressive they
had to check your DNA to make sure you weren't really a boy."
Petra felt the blood drain from her face. Nobody was supposed to know about
that. It was a test the psychiatrists in Ground School had ordered when they decided her
contempt for them was a symptom of dysfunction instead of what they deserved for
asking her such stupid questions. It wasn't even supposed to be in her file. But
apparently a record existed somewhere. Which was, of course, the message Achilles
intended to get across to them: He knew everything. And, as a side benefit, it would
start the others wondering just how piffed up she was.
"Eight of you. Only two missing from the glorious victory. Ender, the great one,
the genius, the keeper of the holy grail -- he's off founding a colony somewhere. We'll
all be in our fifties by the time he gets there, and he'll still be a little kid. We're going to
make history. He is history." Achilles smirked at his pun.
But Petra knew that mocking Ender wasn't going to play with this group.
Achilles no doubt assumed that the eight of them were also-rans, runners-up, the ones
who wanted to have Ender's job and had to sit there and watch him do it. He assumed
that they were all burning with envy -- because he would have been eaten alive with it.
But he was wrong. He didn't understand them at all. They missed Ender. They were
Ender's jeesh. And this yelda actually thought that he could forge them into a team the
way Ender had.
"And then there's Bean," Achilles went on. "The youngest of you, the one whose
test scores made you all look like halfwits, he could teach the rest of you classes in how
to lead armies -- except you probably wouldn't understand him, he's such a genius.
Where could he be? Anybody miss him?"
Nobody answered. This time, though, Petra knew that the silence hid a different
set of feelings. There had been some resentment of Bean. Not because of his brilliance,
or at least no one admitted resenting him for that. What annoyed them was the way he
just assumed he knew better than anyone. And that awkward time before Ender arrived
on Eros, when Bean was the acting commander of the jeesh, that was hard on some of
them, taking orders from the youngest of them. So maybe Achilles had guessed right
about that.
Except that nobody was proud of those feelings, and bringing them out in the
open didn't exactly make them love Achilles. Of course, it might be shame he was trying
to provoke. Achilles might be smarter than they thought.
Probably not. He was so out of his league in trying to scope this group of
military prodigies that he might as well be wearing a clown suit and throwing water
balloons for all the respect he was going to get.
"Ah, yes, Bean," said Achilles. "I'm sorry to inform you that he's dead."
This was apparently too much for Crazy Tom, who yawned and said, "No he's
not."
Achilles looked amused. "You think you know more about it than I do?"
"We've been on the nets," said Shen. "We'd know."
"You've been away from your desks since 2200. How do you know what's been
happening while you slept?" Achilles glanced at his watch. "Oops, you're right. Bean is
still alive right now. And for another fifteen minutes or so. Then ... whoosh! A nice
little rocket straight to his little bedroom to blow him up right on his little bed. We
didn't even have to buy his location from the Greek military. Our friends there gave us
the information for free."
Petra's heart sank. If Achilles could arrange for them to be kidnaped, he could
certainly arrange for Bean to be killed. Killing was always easier than taking someone
alive.
Did Bean already notice the message in the dragon, decode it, and pass along the
information? Because if he's dead, there's no one else who'll be able to do it.
Immediately she was ashamed that the news of Bean's death made her think first
of herself. But it didn't mean she didn't care about the kid. It meant that she trusted
him so much that she had pinned all her hopes on him. If he died, those hopes died with
him. It was not indecent of her to think of that.
To say it out loud, that would be indecent. But you can't help the thoughts that
come to mind.
Maybe Achilles was lying. Or maybe Bean would survive, or get away. And if he
died, maybe he'd already decoded the message. Maybe he hadn't. There was nothing
Petra could do to change the outcome.
"What, no tears?" said Achilles. "And here I thought you were such close friends.
I guess that was all hero-hype." He chuckled. "Well, I'm done with you for now." He
turned to a soldier by the door. "Travel time."
The soldier left. They heard a few words of Russian and at once sixteen soldiers
came in and divided up, one pair to each of the kids.
"You're being separated now," said Achilles. "Wouldn't want anyone to start
thinking of a rescue operation. You can still email each other. We want your creative
synergy to continue. After all, you're the finest little military minds that humanity was
able to squeeze out in its hour of need. We're all really proud of you, and we look
forward to seeing your finest work in the near future."
One of the kids farted loudly.
Achilles only grinned, winked at Petra, and left.
Ten minutes later they were all in separate vehicles, being driven away to points
unknown, somewhere in the vast reaches of the largest country on the face of the Earth.
Copyright © 2000 Orson Scott Card
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