I did a lot of thinking last night, and got to the point where besides mentally realizing that certain girls aren't worth the trouble of having interest in anymore, I physically stopped liking them as well.
One of them will always be one of my best friends. She knows that. But finally it's gotten to the point where I just want to be friends as well. Nothing more.
Another I've finally disconnected myself from. Not having her in my life will reduce an extroardinary amount of stress and irritation.
And then there's the famous third, who cheated on me. That girl can...well, to be nice, let's just say I hope what goes around, comes around.
Work's finally picking up, so I'm not bored anymore. (I had left my entire spring break free to work a ton and make a lot of money, but work had been horribly slow) And I might be going swing dancing this friday with my partner from the swing dance I choreographed at school. Which will be really awesome, cuz unlike the other girls I've gone swing dancing with, she's just as good as I am, and we both know each others aerials. Which means we'll probably be one of the best three couples on the dance floor. (Which, to say the least, is something to be proud of.)
And as for future girls? I'll wait until college. Actually, a little more than just than. Sure, hookups will be alright in between now and then, but I seriously believe I'll be able to not be interested in anyone until I'm at least a few weeks into college. I don't want to be interested in someone after just a week or two, cuz from past experiance, I'd like to figure out who they really are before getting involved.
And until then? I've got a ton of goals I've been working on. I'm going on a road trip this summer, I've got beach week, I've got an amazing job, I've got my writing, I've been working out consistantly and gaining lots of muscle, and my buddy and I are gonna pick out our dorm building when we visit Oberlin in a couple weeks.
So here's what I have to say to all the crap I've dealt with in the past couple months:
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I'm saving up for a scooter. I had forgotten about the insurance I'd need to get with a motorcycle. Barely being 19 by the time I'd get the motorcycle, there'd be no way I'd be able to afford the insurance.
The type of scooter I'm getting is called a Moskito. I found a place nearby that sells em for $1600, road tested and all.
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