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For those of you who'd appreciate less mystery, I shall be more specific.
My life is entering a point where things are rapidly vanishing, where the hopes and dreams of my life are destroyed, one by one, day by day. For three years I have strugled against my inner weaknessess -- and then when I finally overcome them by summoning all my strength...nothing changed. I have become a better person for sure through the struggle. To use an analogy, think of Gandalf and the Balrog. He falls with it, defeats it and through the fight becomes Gandalf the White.
However, there is a point where Gandalf is on the verge of death as he lies on the snowy mountain. Something shifts within himself, and life returns. That is a fairly accurate description of where I am in my life...
So there you have it ^^. A lifetime compressed into a few select words.
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Phanto...you're way to mysterious!![[Wink]](wink.gif)
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