Well, on Monday my endocrinologist and I decided to play with my brain chemistry. Yes, there is a perfectly valid reason to do this, I had a pre-existing, undiagnosed condition which once treated suddenly endowed me with the desire and ability to write. Hooray for me!
However, as with all people with some sort of disorder, once I was fully functional and happy for the first time in my life, I stopped taking the medication which in turn led to me losing the ability to write a story. Bummer for me!
For the past eighteen months we have been playing around with various doses of hormones: both male and female. Interestingly, as my levels of estrogen rose my propensity for sudden fits of anger and violence escalated. Double bummer for me! But, luckily I have enough self-control to not actually murder someone when they take my lollies.
The point is, I am returning to the initial medication I was on with the attendant side-effects I was trying to avoid this time round. It's not so bad--really!
I didn't expect the cocktail to have such an immediate effect, the last time it took about six months to re-wire my neural pathways, but after looking at what i've posted in the last couple of days I reckon I'm on a fast track.
So, if I post stuff that makes no sense, or less than usual, forgive me, I'm having a bad head day.