The story won't leave me alone. Should I make it pseudo-fiction? Should I write it as it happened? Should I pull a pillow over my head and hope the story will quit bugging me to be told?

I'm experiencing an ethical dilema of re-opening an old wound for the person who was the central figure of the scandal and was nearly driven to suicide at the time. On the other hand I could write it without publishing it--but that seems rather counter-productive to put the work into it and then do nothing with it.

I'd consider writing it as a non-fiction book.

Or, if you're committed to telling it as fiction, spend some time thinking about what exactly it is that intrigues you about it, and then consider ways to transplant that to a completely different story. I mean, if it's a particularly striking character that is the essence of it for you, maybe you could put that character in charge of a handwavium mine on the new planet Xena. Or whatever the essential bit is - abstract it from its setting and use it somewhere else.

It may sound harsh but the 'charitable organisation brought down through the greed of one person preyed upon by a designing corporation' is neither a new nor original story idea. If, in fact, that is where this story is going. If it is not a central, important part of the story, why include it in your story at all?

You also need to change the players. Unless you like lawsuits, you never drop a real person into your story. You need to think very carefully about what story you want to tell and how close to reality it needs to be.

I want to tell the story because it has a lot of humor and pathos in it, because there is a tremendous amount of dignity mingled with a tragic loss of hope among the homeless. The stories are powerful. I have always thought the millieu would have made a perfect TV sitcom (similar to the old TV show "Barney Miller"), but as one friend said once, "No one would believe it's true." When you get a group of people working with folks on the fringe, they have to go a little nuts themselves to stay sane. Sort of like "Hawkeye" on M*A*S*H.

I have no doubt the vast majority of the folks who were there at the time would be fine with anything I wrote. There is just one person for whom this would be hard, and it is someone I respect a great deal and wouldn't wish to hurt.

I guess I'm asking for opinions: if there is a powerful story to be told, would you write a non-fiction real-life experience even if it would re-open old wounds for someone you respect? Or would you disguise it as fiction and hope the person never knew about it? Or would you forget about it?

Oh... and as to the outcome I seek for myself? I want to feel like I've contributed to seeing that the homeless are not forgotten. Homelessness was the political "fad" in the late '80's and the issue of homelessness was brought to national attention in large part due to the efforts of one of the people I worked with. I want to give voice to this subject. I want to make sure that somewhere, this story has been told and isn't left in the gutter, ignored, like an old wino. I still have a great passion for this subject, and these people, although it's been 15 years since I worked among them. They still exist. They still need people to advocate for them. If I can do that through my writing, I feel a sense of responsibility to do so.

In any case, if you want to write a book about working with homelessness, I don't see how the scandal works into it at all. But if it does, then you need to write about that too.

It's interesting, though. I'm thinking of it in terms of translating this into an SF/Fantasy/Western/etc milieu, and it doesn't seem like those settings have much space for the "plight of the homeless". Since, more often than not, the heroes in those stories are themselves homeless. Otherwise, they wouldn't be able to be heroes.

So I guess that you'll have to leave the setting pretty much as is. You might fictionalize the names a bit, particularly if you want to avoid recalling the scandal associated with a particular organization and the people working there. But if you do include the scandal, there is no point fictionalizing anything or presenting it as fiction. There isn't even any point trying to make anything but the scandal seem like the primary focus of the story.

You could really alienate a log of people, and face lawsuits. Just becuase you write the truth doesn't mean the people you offend won't be able to make you pay for it. They may not WIN a lawsuit, but they could still cost you big $$ and headache.

At the very least, I would make absolutely certain that the characters and organization do not in any way resemble real life characters.

My question is more basic than that: would you write a story about a real life event, even if you presented it as fiction and changed names, if you knew that it would open old emotional wounds for someone you respected.

In essence, how would you approach writing a story based on real-life events?

"Wizard of the Pigeons"
Take a read.
A homeless guy in in the city is the main character.
Love that story.

To light appleause, Mr. Smith approaches the podium. "I'm very pleased to be able to speak to you today. First, though, I need to clear up a little inaccuracy in my introduction. I'm not from Texas, I'm from Oklahoma. And it wasn't an oil deal, it was a cattle deal. And it wasn't a million dollars, it was a hundred thousand. And it wasn't a profit, it was a loss. And it wasn't me, it was my brother-in-law."

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Here are some I found particularly interesting:

http://www.creativenonfiction.org/thejournal/articles/issue05/05editor.htm

http://www.creativenonfiction.org/thejournal/articles/issue%2016/16clark_theline.htm

I think that there is a question as to whether or not you want to hurt this person. After all, just because you respect someone doesn't mean you're friends, eh? And even if you are, you might not be wanting to pull any punches.

If you want to dredge up the past and shove it back in the face of someone who'd rather forget it, well, sometimes it needs to be done. If it's a personal relationship thing, then probably it's better to do it in a private setting than in a publication. If you can't handle talking it over in person, then it's BS to say you're worried about that person's feelings at all. You're only worring about looking like the bad guy to everyone else.

However, regardless of the fact that no wrong was done on the high-profiler's part, the person's reputation in the community had been trashed. The notariety was enough to cause donations to dry up, and the agency eventually folded.

The scandal was emotionally devastating for this person, and caused this person to move to another state where the work could continue in a different venue. This is a good person who has done good work.

The scandal is more an example of how people with agendas will take them to an extreme, regardless of who's life has been hurt. I still know how to get hold of this person and if I write my story I may just pass it by them first.