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I don't think a staple Hatracker has played a joke on the board since DB's mormon-conversion.

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[ August 30, 2003, 03:07 AM: Message edited by: saxon75 ]

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Ok, lately I've been trying to back away from Hatrack. I said I've been trying to stay away from my home, due to school and work and other reasons. I also said that I was trying to find ways to enjoy myself. Thats not entirely the truth.

While life at home is pretty touch lately, and work and school occupy a good deal of my time, the reason I've been trying to back away is that I've become really attached and attracted to one of the other posters here. I won't give her name. None of your business. The thing is is she's married. I've tried to talk to her, unsuccessfully. I feel like such an idiot trying to talk to her, but I couldn't help it. I thought I could just take a break, and take it a little more easy, but it didn't help.

If I were to stay here, it would just get worse, for either one of us, and she'd probably end up leaving. I couldn't do that to her, or the Hatrack community. Plus, I have a mission to think about. So I'm not going to be getting on again. I'm going to stay off permanently, for her and for you guys. I'll probably just end up living at work, they have some nice new incentive plans and I need the money.

So I'm not going to return. I'm so sorry guys, I don't want to do this to you, or to her. I'm also not going to be going to Wenchcon. Some of you have my work nick and can contact me there, but don't talk about this. Talk to me about other things, please.

I thought I'd be able to handle this, but I couldn't. I thought if I cut back a little, I could deal with it. I'll probably get back on in May and tell you where I'm going to go on my Mission. Until then, see ya later.

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