(((((((((Zotto!))))))))) Merry Christmas, and congrats on the 800th post, I hope you enjoy being home
(((((((((Eruve Nandiriel))))))))) Merry Christmas to you too!! Glad to see you around here again
((((((((Javert Hugo)))))))) Merry Cristmas!!
((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((Raia)))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))) I hope your trip was alot of fun, and I hope being home is nice too ((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((Raia))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))
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I'm BACK! *dances a happy, albeit somewhat sad that trip is over dance*
(((((Zotto!))))) Good to see you round here again! Happy day after the day after Christmas! (((((rivka))))) Chag Sameach! (Yes, I know it was over last night, get over it ) (((((tt&t))))) No, dear, I'm really going to have to disagree with that last statement of yours, I think I have some pretty stiff competition! (((((Damien))))) How's it going? (((((scottneb & wife))))) I'm sorry to hear it's going roughly, hope your holiday went well! (((((Eru))))) Whatcha been up to? I hardly see you anymore! (((((Javert))))) And the same to you! Did your holiday go well? (((((imogen))))) (((((Mayday))))) Good LUCK! (yes, I know it's a bit late, but I was gone... how did it go?) (((((Anna))))) How is life? (((((BobbyK))))) How have you been holding up? That nasty cold almost gone? (((((Icarus))))) Where HAVE you been?? (((((Black Mage))))) Miss you! Where are you going?? (((((Pixie))))) Sweetie!!! *extra hugs* What on earth's the matter??? ((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((Marek)))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))) I'm back! And I missed you (and everyone else, of course) so so so much!
(((((Anyone I may have missed)))))
I could also, myself, use a couple hugs (and I really hate to be here begging for them immediately upon my return, but several things have happened, and I really really could use them). On top of everything new that's erupted, even the day I flew to Israel was disrupted, by my dad coming to school to get me two hours early. I knew then that something was wrong. I was proved to have been correct, when my dad told me what he had been doing earlier that day.
Apparently, my dad had been on my computer, had decided that he needed to inspect Hatrack for himself, and see if it was a safe place for me to be a part of. I always keep it open on my browser, and this time, it happened to be turned to the hug thread.
My dad did not have a chance to even surf the forums before he saw, in full technicolor, a post by me about how I don't think I can trust my parents anymore, about how my voice teacher called and told me they had been calling him, and how I can't even confront them about it because I'm not supposed to know.
Needless to say, that did not go down well.
*sobs* And now there's even more, I might go into detail later, but right now I can't, I really can't. Thanks for the hugs.
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((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((Raia)))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))) I'm so glad you are back, I missed you so so so so much too (((((((((((((((((((((((((((((Raia))))))))))))))))))))))))))))) ((((((((((((((((((((((((((Raia)))))))))))))))))))))))))) I hope things go ok about the whole hugthread thing ((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((Raia)))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))) It just seem like you could use another hug
((((((((The rest of the hug thread cast and crew))))))))
I'm kind of sick, so I'll have to be more specific about the other hugs later
((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((Raia)))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))) I'm just so glad you are back
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((((((((((Raia)))))))))) O_O Uuuh-oooh! *wince* Good luck! Glad you're back, and that you had a good trip. Hope you can work things out ok with your parents. (((((Raia))))) (((((Zotto!))))) (((((kat))))) (((((Marek))))) Hope you feel better soon! (((((Eruve))))) (((((tt&t))))) (((((imogen))))) (((((Bobby))))) (((((Valentine)))))
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(((((Raia))))) (((((Raia))))) (((((Raia))))) (((((Raia))))) (((((Raia))))) I hope things work out for you sweetie. (((((Marek))))) (((((Marek))))) It'll be ok, I'm sure there's a good reason. *pat pats* (((((rivka))))) (((((Zotto!))))) (((((Bobby))))) (((((Javert))))) (((((D)))))
(((((everyone who wants)))))
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((((((((tt&t)))))))) it is ok, and there is a good reason, you are very wise tonguetied&twisted
(((((rivka))))) thanks, I'm feeling somewhat better now, probabky would be even better if I actually got some sleep
(((((Zotto!))))) Now that you are back home and not in school all the time, does that mean you can get on AIM more over the break?
(((((Eruve)))))
(((((BobbyK)))))
((((((((((((((((((Raia)))))))))))))))))) I really hope things get better for you soon (((((((((((((((((((((((Raia))))))))))))))))))))))) Posts: 733 | Registered: Sep 2003
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((((((((((((((rivka))))))))))))))never left me out once. you're the BEST (((((((((((Marek))))))))))) How goes the sleeplessness? From the looks of the last post thread, I'd say insomniacle as ever. I've actually been sleeping since Christmas, weird huh? (((((((((((Raia)))))))))) Hope everything turns out okay, sweetie.(((((((((((((((((Raia)))))))))))) ((((((((((((((ttt))))))))))))) Haven't chatted in FOREVER, how are you?? hope your sniffles have cleared up. ((((((((((zotto!))))))))))) *SO jealous* but, that was the point wasn't it? Thank you for the welcome, kind sir.
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(((((Bobby))))) Thanks. I try. (((((Derrell))))) Welcome to this side, too. (((((Marek))))) I know the can't-sleep-but-really-need-to drill. Don't worry -- sooner or later you'll conk out. (((((tt&t))))) (((((Raia))))) Hope things are getting better. (((((Zotto!))))) (((((Eruve))))) (((((imogen))))) (((((Valentine)))))
actually been awake since 9:00am (12.27.03). So does thirty-six hours with no sleep count as insomnia?
(((((rivka))))) I'm sure you are right, but I don't know if I am hopeing for sooner or later
(((((tt&t))))) thanks again, she was online this morning
(((((BobbyK))))) glad you are sleeping better, see top of the post for answer to queastion
(((((Derrell)))) welcome to hatrack
(((((Eruve)))))
(((((Zotto!))))) hope you are here again soon
((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((Raia)))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))) I hope things get better soon ((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((Raia)))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))) I think you know what else I hope even though it may be a foolish hope. ((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((Raia)))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))) Posts: 733 | Registered: Sep 2003
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sorry i have not posted resently... things have happened to make that hard.
oh raia
Im so so sorry.
Your dad (and please dont take effence at this) believes he has the right to control you. He had no right to invaid your personal space. He did not respect you or your expectation of privesy on your computer.
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Thanks everyone. I e-mailed my parents, but they haven't responded yet. *crosses fingers, and holds back tears*
(((((rivka))))) You are just the coolest person in this thread. I'm sorry, but rivka wins. Don't worry, I still love the rest of you! (((((Derrell))))) Welcome to Hatrack!! Don't let people like Rhaegar and Marek scare you, they mean no harm. (((((Valkyrie))))) Thank you, I appreciate that! *sighs* GAH upon parents! (((((tt&t))))) You're always so nice to me. Thanks, tt&t!! You're just a genuine sweetie! (((((BobbyK))))) For always bringing a smile to my face. (Oh, and so that he'll stop whining about people forgetting him hehe, just kidding) (((((Eru))))) Because I haven't seen her around in a while. (((((Zotto!))))) Because... who needs a reason to hug Zotto!? (((((Narnia))))) DOUBLE ditto. Where on earth is this girl?? (((((Damien))))) For the next time he comes, maybe he'll see that. (((((Rhaegar))))) Do you think he's on vacation? Where has he been? (You'd think I'd know, as we live in the same town, but...) (((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((Marek))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))
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((((((((((Raia)))))))))) You emailed your parents? Um, aren't you at home? Or was this your way of being sure you were calm and rational about it? (It's a good idea -- I just used to write a letter in that kind of situation.) I pray you can work things out with them. (((((Raia))))) (((((Valkyrie))))) Wondered what had happened to you! Glad you made it back. Hope you've been busy with GOOD things. (((((Marek))))) Hope you got some sleep. (((((Derrell))))) Thank you. (((((Zotto!))))) What state are you in? (((((Eruve))))) Hope you come visit us soon, and I hope things are going well. (((((Narn))))) Miss ya. (((((Valentine))))) (((((Bobby))))) (((((imogen))))) Shouldn't you be back by now? (((((tt&t))))) (((((Damien)))))
(((((you want 'em, you know you do!)))))
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((((((rivka)))))) thanks for the concern, I actually slept for like 8 hours this morning, though I was awake about 43.5 hours before that, but still sleep is nice. Also congrats on being the coolest person in this thread, I mean with who all posts here you have some serious competiton, so congrets.
((((((Valkyrie)))))) glad you stopped by the thread again, and thanks for the hug (I'm counting myself among everyone else)
((((((tt&t)))))) I hope all is still well
((((((BobbyK)))))) hey, you have been sleeping normally, I ...haven't been. Is it possible to barrow someone else's insomnia?
(((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((Raia)))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))I really hope the email helps, maybe they just haven't checked their email recently. I hope things get worked out between you all soon (((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((Raia)))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))
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(((((((((((((((((((((((Raia))))))))))))))))))))))) *hugs Raia again* Thanks for disagreeing with tt&t in your return home post, I'm not sure it is true, but it made my day when I read it, thank you.
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just a short post. need to sleep. ((((raia)))) good luck with the email ((derrell)) have you seen LOTR? what did you think? (((marek))) try forcing you self to stay up to long one night and going to bed at like 9:00pm the next night. And dont drink coke of anything caffinated for a whole day (i know it my be hard) ((rivka)) ((tt&t)) (((people who need or want a hug)))i know im missing people but i really need sleep Posts: 150 | Registered: Dec 2003
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(((((Valkyrie))))) Hope that "sleep" thing worked out ok. (((((tt&t))))) How are you feeling? Any better? (((((Derrell)))) (((((Marek))))) (((((Zotto))))) (((((Bobby))))) (((((imogen))))) (((((Raia))))) I found melatonin really helpful when I was jet-lagged last year. It's an herb, and can be found at any drug store.
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WHAT is this thread doing on the second page?!?
((((((Everyone who hugged me)))))) Thanks so so much! ((((((Everyone who didn't)))))) Happy New Year! (((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((Marek)))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))) Posts: 7877 | Registered: Feb 2003
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((derrell)) yeah, i thought the last one was the best too. ((((raia)))) oh! i wish i had goten to see you durring break . But durring school sometime we will have to do some thing. How about me and snowman kidnap u durring SRT and get lunch? No one will stop us. We are just going to a college semonar after all... We could arange for a pass to get you out of srt..heheh. ((rivka)), ((marek)), ((tt&t)), ((?)) -i have a suspisous feeling i forgot someone.... Well anyway its nice to be back . There is always something interesting going on here .
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(((((Valkyrie))))) Hehe, college seminar! Well, maybe. I'm a GOOD girl, I am! But you might be able to talk me into it! (((((blacwolve))))) (((((Derrell))))) I agree, the third was (I think) the best one! (((((rivka))))) (((((The usual suspects))))) You know who you are! ((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((Marek)))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))) Why are you depressed? Don't be depressed! That's no good at all!!!
(((((Anyone else I forgot)))))
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I'm in Paris and it's cold....brrrrrr But it snowed yesterday! Been to Montmatre today and the Dali museum, which was fantastic. We are staying about 5 mins walk from the Eiffel Tower, which I can see from the skylight above my bed! The place I am staying in is a little garrot-type place, just a bed, small kitchenette and even smaller bathroom, in what would have been the attic I guess. Only accessable by a small spiral staircase, very La Boheme and it makes me feel quite Parisian. Out to dinner tonight - mm, french food. I'm gonna come back about 5 kilos heavier! Oh well.
Off to the alps tomorrow for two weeks skiing - not sure how much net access I'll get there, so these are long term hugs. Consider them to have a shelf life of at least 2 1/2 weeks (that should cover me easily).
((((((((((((rivka))))))))))))))))) for including me in all her hugs,.. good to know I'm not forgotten. Also, I saw on one of the other threads about how you remember this year as being one stuff started improving. Good to hear. Anytime you want some more glue, I'll be happy to oblige. (((((((((rivka))))))))))
(((((((((((((raia))))))))))))) I hope it all turns out ok with your parents. for sympathy and for how I hope it turns out. ((((((((raia))))))))
((((((((((((bobbyk)))))))))))) hI! (((((((((((marek))))))))))))) Hope you get some soon.... { I'm in a smily overuse mood - apologies all round }
(((((((((((tt&t))))))))))))) and ((((((((((((((((extra hugs for anyone who wants 'em / needs 'em, or who I forgot))))))))))))))))))
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(((((imogen))))) Paris is a beautiful city. Sounds like you're having a good time. Surely you're also planning to head to the Louvre and the Musee d'Orsay, neh? Have fun riding sticks down snowy hills! (((((Raia)))) (((((blacwolve))))) (((((Valkyrie))))) (((((Derrell))))) (((((tt&t))))) (((((Bobby))))) (((((Zotto!))))) (((((Marek)))))
(((((all of y'all)))))
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(second page...tsk...tsk...) Hello everyone! I've been sort of busy what with the holidays and all. Sorry for neglecting you guys! I had a great Christmas...and New Year, and I hope everyone else did, too! I've been hanging out a lot with friends, eating lots of junk, sleeping in, and reading 'till 3 am...and now I have to wait for the third book in the series to come out. Drat. I'm a bit behind on my school now because I took too long of a break, so I'll probably be scarce for a while.
(((((Raia))))) Sorry about your Dad. I've often wondered what my Dad would think if he decided to look on Hatrack. :embarrassed: (((((Marek))))) (((((Rhaegar))))) (((((BM))))) r u back yet? (((((rivka))))) you are still one of the nicest people here (((((Derrell))))) third is the best! (((((Pippin))))) (((((imogen))))) ooh...Paris! (((((blacwolve))))) (((((BobbyK))))) (((((Zotto!))))) (((((tt&t))))) (((((anyone I forgot))))) (((((anyone who wants one))))) (((((my best friend))))) I know he's not here, but he deserves one anyway. Posts: 4174 | Registered: Sep 2003
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I think that mack needs a hug, too. (((mack))) (she only likes firm hugs). I would also like to send some hugs to poor mack's car ((((kia))))
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(((fugu13))) Thanks so much for putting my pic up for me!! (((rivka))) You are so sweet to put up with my endless questions about Judism (((Carrie))) Let me know when you want to have another LotR trivia contest~I'm there! (((CalMaker & Temposs))) Thanks for the great chat the other nite! Always your flower girl. and last but not least: ((((((((((BobbyK)))))))))))) You are my hero. (((((And everyone else I may have forgotten.)))))
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(((((Eruve))))) Nice to see you drop in! (((((((((((((((Eaquae Legit))))))))))))))) (((((tt&t))))) (((((Damien))))) Hey, stranger! (((((jexx))))) (((((mack))))) (((((Valentine))))) You have yet to come anywhere near "endless questions." And if you do, I'll still do my best to answer 'em. ((((((((((Marek)))))))))) (((((imogen))))) (((((Raia))))) (((((Bobby)))))
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well, here is a hug for every one who needs or wants one. ((((((((( ))))))))
Sorry, next time Ill do a better post... how did this thread manage to get on the secnd page! tisk, tisk Posts: 150 | Registered: Dec 2003
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To answer riv's question from a few hundred posts back: I'm in Hawaii, on the island of Kauai, until this Sunday, when I'll be returning to Portland, Oregon.
Currently, I'm in the midst of catching up with dear friends and family, which leaves me very little computer time. Alas.
(((riv))) For never ever no never forgetting me! (((Raia))) Well, naturally. (((Kogs))) *uses magic powers to get Marek to stop being depressed* (((tt&t))) Hee. (((Narn))) Where ARE you, woman?! (((oh, I'm too sleepy to list EVERYONE, c'mon, cut a lazy little geek some slack here, people...)))
(((YOU, yes YOU, because you deSERVE one!)))
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(((((Derrell))))) (((((Zotto!))))) Enjoy the sun and warmth while you can! I hear Portland has lots'n'lots of snow. (((((Valkyrie))))) Long time no see! (((((blacwolve))))) (((((scottneb & mrs.scottneb))))) W00t! Congrats again! (((((Raia))))) (((((imogen))))) (((((tt&t))))) (((((Narn))))) Didja get buried under a snowdrift? Where'd ya go? (((((Marek))))) (((((Bobby))))) (((((Damien))))) (((((Valentine))))) (((((Eruve)))))
(((((oops! Didn't mean to forget YOU!)))))
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I could use a hug. Oh, crap, that was an understatement. I REALLY need hugs. Seriously. Today was the last straw, I cried from the minute I stepped through my front door (at 3:00) and I am STILL crying. At 6:45.
Today was the closest I have EVER come to running away from home. And today I began to really hate my parents, as horrible as that sounds. I'm not just angry at them, I HATE THEM. BOTH OF THEM. They crossed every single line today. I can't take it anymore. It's the straw that broke the camel's back. Someone put me out of my misery.
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(((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((Raia))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))) My darling, please don't do anything drastic, I know that it is probably just how you feel, and you wouldn't run away or try to put yourself out of your misery, but still I have to say, please don't do those things. (((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((Raia)))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))
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Oh, I forgot to add... I may not be on as much in the near future, my parents have decided that I'm not allowed anywhere near the internet until ALL my homework is finished... I know their last limit didn't work, but this one will, they've assured me of that. So, try not to miss me too much.
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