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Thanks so much to everyone who's been hugging me, and not forgetting me, you guys rock... I'm sorry I haven't been keeping up with this thread as well, life has been... interesting lately. *sobs*
I really could use them, more than ever, until forever, what blacwolve said several posts ago. Just until eternity might make me feel a LITTLE better. Have I ever mentioned that I hate my father??
I can't take this. I can't I can't I can't. I know you're all sick of hearing this, you're probably thinking "Oh, here we go again... Raia's going into her 'I'm gonna run away from home' stunts," but I can't help it. If you had to live in my house, it would be the exact same thing.
Yeah, sorry... anyway, could I have some hugs please???? Posts: 7877 | Registered: Feb 2003
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((((Raia)))) darling, just hang out...dont let go...you have so many people who love you ....im one of them!!!
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HiYa! I'm ba-ack! ::hugs everyone:: I'd list you all, but it's been 3 pages since I was here and time still isn't as plentiful as it could be, so consider yourself hugged! I actually did get about halfway through writing individual messages, then my computer crashed ::kicks computer:: and frankly, I'm too lazy to do it all again! Hehe. Thanks for all the hugs while I was gone, too. Especially rivka!! How do you do it, woman! You never forget anyone. However I'm a more than a little disappointed about the missing people, particularly ZOTTO!!! Dude, where have you BEEN! You've been away for longer than me!
Anyhow, I should go and finish unpacking and useful things like that...
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((((((((((blacwolve)))))))))) ((((((((((Raia)))))))))) ((((((((((Derrell)))))))))) (((((tt&t)))))) You're back! I have to admit, I sometimes cheat and check my last list to make sure I haven't left anyone out, which usually does the trick. (((((Shira))))) (((((d'n't))))) (((((Anna))))) (((((Valkyrie))))) (((((Valentine))))) (((((imogen))))) (((((Eruve))))) (((((Marek))))) (((((Derrell))))) (((((Anthro))))) (((((Zotto!))))) Where did you GO??
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(((Raia))) (((Derrell))) (((Rivka))) (((a whole bunch of people I don't have time to name))) I love all of you. I could use some hugs too. My driving school appears to be really a bunch of thieves, and I don't know how I will be able to go out of this mess. Besides, it makes me very tensed, because one of the driving teacher uses psychological pression on me and I can't bear it. She keeps telling me I'm stupid, and I know I'm not, but I have such a lack of self-confidence it just kills me when someone acts like that.
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((((((((((Anna)))))))))) Oh no! Learning how to drive is stressful enough, without them making it HARDER! Posts: 32919 | Registered: Mar 2003
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My first driving instructor yelled at me. Screamed at the top of his lungs. He thought it was a good teaching method to make me go from a tiny side street to the highway all the oversize trucks use, making me switch gears up from 1st to 5th in 20 seconds, yelling 'FASTER, FASTER, FASTER' all the time.
I failed my first test, got a new instructor who was lovely and passed my second test with flying colours.
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I just sort of realized that everyone I'm around could replace me easily, but I couldn't realy replace any of them. I realized that a guy I barely know is one of my closest friends and how horribly sad that is.
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Ouch! Ok, first of all, I have my doubts that you are perceiving the situation accurately. But, just in case you are not far off the mark, why don't you think about what you WANT it to be. Then work out how to get there.
Then -- and this is the really hard part -- follow through.
Let me know how it goes. I'm still working on step two.
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I know I'm still very much only a newbie and a lurker here...but I could really do with a hug right about now...
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((((lcarus and Icarus))))) ((((rivka)))) ((((ceila60)))) - she may be evil and only want my soul, but hey she started a thread where people say nice things about me: what's not to hug? ((((CT, Hobbes, Anna, AJ, Noemon)))) for particpation in said nice thread. ((((Raia)))) - good luck with your audition! ((((Derrell)))) ((((Bob & Dkw)))) - twitterpated-licious. ((((Blacwolve)))) ((((Ela)))) - I hope you're feeling better.
((((Valentine)))) ((((Xavier))))
((((Marek)))) ((((tt&t))))
*arms are tired from hugging*
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Whats wrong with the world? Every one seems to be having a hard time. Ancient cultures (if you have read the "clan of the cave bear" series you know this) beleve that just when winter is ending and spring is on the virge evil sprits ride on the wind and bring short tempers and miscontent, depprestion and isolation. It is a time for arguments over little stupid things, for overly emotional responces, for self-lothing. It can be very hard to be around other people during this time... It can be hard to be by your self.
But, it passes.
Soon things will get better. The evil sprits will blow away (and if you were out in the wind today you would believe it!).
So although the world is miseralbe at the moment, wate for the wind to blow on by.
Apsolutly everyone needs a hug right now (my self included) so I hope i did not miss anyone out. If i did im sorry, heres a (((hug))).
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*hits self* Bad Raia! I have not been keeping up with this thread, and it's very very bad of me. I thank you all, especially to those who continued to hug me and not forget me (which I think is everyone, that's amazing...) THANK YOU SO MUCH! From the bottom of my heart.
(((((rivka))))) Metuka, thanks so much. (((((Derrell))))) Always a great friend! (((((Shira))))) Thank you, love. (((((drumsntolkein))))) Thanks, I really do appreciate that! And we REALLY need to get together sometime, you and me and Shira and Rhaegar! We'll talk. (((((Valkyrie))))) Thanks!! (((((tt&t))))) Welcome BACK!!!! We missed you so much!! (((((Zotto! and Narn))))) Wherever you are... *sniffs* (((((Anthro))))) For just being around. (((((Eru))))) And where have YOU been? (((((Anna))))) Thanks for the hugs, and I'm sorry about the driving teacher! That is never fun. (((((imogen))))) Nice to see you around again! (((((Ela))))) What's wrong?! (((((Ela))))) (((((Icarus))))) Thanks for the hugs, you're such a good-hearted person. (((((blacwolve))))) Thanks so much!!! I think the audition went ok, but I don't really know... I was about ready to DIE of nervousness and fright, but the people were really nice. However, I discovered that about one in eleven people auditioning will make it in, and I pretty much kissed it goodbye... (((((ReikoDemosthenes))))) Welcome to Hatrack! I'm Raia. It's very nice to meet you. (((((fallow))))) Thanks. Your post made me smile. (((((Xav and Val))))) That is the cutest thing I've ever seen. *dies* CONGRATS TO BOTH OF YOU! Or to you, I guess, since you're now one nick.
*breathes* I think I'm about caught up now! If I've forgotten you, forgive me... I'm so so sorry!! (((((((You guys)))))))
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And I could use a hug myself. Today I'm feeling a little better, because I got my driver's license, but last night was... um, not good. To say the least.
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(((((everyone))))) Sorry I'm not in the mood to enumerate people just now, but know I had all your hugs and I give you some back. I could use hugs just now. My BIL and SIL (that is to say, Vincent's brother and her wife) are being totally petty and bad with us, at 7 weeks of our wedding. Vincent is so angry he went out to run to calm down when it's snowing outside, and I feel I could cry just now and don't do it because Vincent would see it and it would make things worse. I can't even be angry, I just find that stupid but it hurts my Vincent so much it hurts me too.
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((((((((((Raia, Rivka, Derrell, Blacwolve, tt&t, Imogen, Icarus, Valkyrie)))))))))) ((((((((((everyone I forgot)))))))))) I love all of you, and the hug thread. It's good sometimes to know you are not alone.
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Some days I hate my life . . . *sigh* But as Anna said, it's good to know you're not alone.
((((((((((Anna)))))))))) Relatives can be really tough to deal with -- I'm sorry they're being so awful. Wow, seven weeks! Good luck! (((((blacwolve))))) ((((((((((Raia)))))))))) Congrats on the license. I'm sorry other things aren't going so well. (((((Raia))))) ((((((((((Valkyrie)))))))))) (((((Zotto!))))) COME BACK! (((((imogen))))) (((((Derrell))))) (((((tt&t)))))) (((((Valentine))))) (((((Eruve)))))
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(((((Anna))))) I hope it all goes better. I'm so sorry, sweetie. (((((riv))))) Thanks. (((((blacwolve))))) (((((Derrell))))) (((((Stryker))))) Thanks for the dice, and the funny keychain! ((((((((Everyone else))))))))))
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