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will this start the new page? (i hope i hope i hope- hey. im aloud to have some thrils in my life am i not?) Posts: 150 | Registered: Dec 2003
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(((pH))) (((tt&t))) (((Ela))) (((Pat))) (((starla*))) - I'm sorry we weren't able to work out a way to get together . . . things got complicated on our end (((Valkyrie))) (((drumsntolkein))) (((rivka))) ((((anyone I missed))))
Posts: 1112 | Registered: Jan 2003
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(((((Corwin))))) (((((Zevlag))))) Thanks heaps. Always good talkin' to ya. (((((Raia))))) (((((rivka))))) Hmm. I'll let you know. (((((Rhaegar))))) (((((Derrell))))) (((((Starla))))) (((((Icky))))) Thanks, dude, that means a lot to me. (((((Eruve))))) (((((Valkyrie))))) Glad to help - anytime. (((((Val)))))) (((((Xav)))))
(((((Zotto!))))) (((((D)))))
(((((everyone who wants))))) (((((Cloudie baby))))) I miss you.
Thanks everyone who hugged me - and those I know would have, had they the chance. Wish me luck; this could turn out well... alternatively I'll need a whole lot more hug thread lovin'! Actually, hugs are always awesome.
::crosses fingers and ventures forth::
Posts: 1431 | Registered: Aug 2003
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((((((((((Corwin)))))))))) I'm doing a bit better, but not much. (((((Valkyrie))))) Thanks!
I've tried to write a post about what's going on, but it's just too painful right now. It hurts an awful lot to realize that not only are certain things my fault, they're a lot worse than I ever realized. And the aspects that are not my fault are probably unfixable; while those that are, while I've already started to try to deal with certain specific problems, are overwhelming. And all the effort I've been putting in seems to not have made much difference.
I just feel like such a failure right now. Posts: 32919 | Registered: Mar 2003
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(((((Rivka))))) I still think you're awesome. (((((Rivka))))) (((((Raia))))) (((((Corwin))))) I know what you mean... (((((kyrie))))) (((((tt&t))))) (((((Icky))))) (((((Rhaegar))))) Thou bootless clapper-clawed bladder!
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(((((rivka)))))) I know nothing i can say will help with what ever your problem is, but just remember you have the love and suport from everyone here on the hug thread. And we can be quite an army when we want to (doing the wave is fun...).
Posts: 150 | Registered: Dec 2003
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Well, between the hugs and support here and in emails (thanks! you know who you are! ), I felt enough better to be able to talk to one of my long-time friends (who is dealing with some related issues) and I feel a lot better. (It really needed to be over the phone. I couldn't face typing all this stuff out, especially in the necessary detail. Plus she already knew a lot of the background.)
Not that the problems aren't still there -- of course they are -- but I think I have a bit better perspective.
It's great how my "RL" friends and my online friends help with different aspects of the support I need. Thanks so much for all the hugs and support! It means SOOOOO much!!!
all of you wonderful people! Posts: 32919 | Registered: Mar 2003
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(((((rivka))))) Yay for feeling a bit better! (((((rivka))))) (((((Corwin))))) I hope YOU feel better soon, too. (((((imogen))))) How's things in the land of Oz? (((((Ela))))) (((((Derrell)))))
(((((everyone who wants)))))
Posts: 1431 | Registered: Aug 2003
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((((Eruve)))) ((((tt&t)))) ((((rivka)))) ((((imogen)))) ((((Icarus)))) Thanks for the hugs.
((((Anna)))) Yey, you're back !
Eruve, just to "explain" my feelings:
<- Two days until Easter Hollydays. <- All the stuff I was too lazy to do in time is coming now to ruin the end of school. And when I say "all the stuff", I mean A LOT ! And a reason for this lazyness is... & <- Lately, she's writing me e-mails daily. Some of them unusualy long, they don't fit her telegraphic stile. Or when we talk over Y!M, she begins to post with a smile. & She's not in the same city. She already refused my "offer" once. I already misinterpreted signals from her before, I don't know what to think now. Arrrrgh... Too complicated to explain all of it right now, I might post a landmark-like thing at the start of my hollydays.
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(((((((Raia))))))) (((((((Stryker)))))) (((((((DrumsnTolkien))))))) (((((((The Notorious Shira))))))) (((((((Eruve Nandiriel))))))) (((((((Derrell))))))) Do you have AIM? (((((((TT&T)))))))
(((((((Anyone who wants one)))))))
Posts: 1900 | Registered: Oct 2003
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*sit down exosted* i think thats everyone. If not, im sorry, heres a (((hug))). I just felt like i needed to give everyone a big hug because i have deffinitly been takeing them resontly. thank you.
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(((((Kyrie))))) (((((rivka))))) (((((Zotto!))))) (((((Eru))))) (((((Shira))))) (((((drums))))) (((((Rhaegar))))) Dude, we are AWESOME at Risk. (((((tt&t))))) (((((Damien))))) Where is this kid? (((((Narnia))))) Where is THIS kid?!? (((((blacwolve))))) (((((Derrell))))) (((((Val dear))))) (((((Xav))))) (((((imogen))))) (((((Icarus))))) (((((Anna))))) (((((Stryker))))) I hope you weren't TOO scared by Chris today... or Melinda for that matter. They can be a tad bit intimidating.
(((((((((((ALL OF YOU!)))))))))))))))
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(((((Corwin))))) (((((Zotto!))))) (((((Derrell))))) (((((Rhaegar))))) (((((Kyrie))))) Nicely done. (((((Raia))))) (((((Icky))))) Awwww. Also, *I*'d go with you... Except that a) I'm a girl, and b) I live a little far away for you to give me a ride. (((((rivka))))) How're things looking today?
(((((everyone who wants)))))
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Life does suck sometimes. I'm sorry you're feeling bad... If there's anything I can do, let me know. Just remember things will be better sooner or later, and in the meantime you know you've got plenty of shoulders to cry on - that's what friends are for. Posts: 1431 | Registered: Aug 2003
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((((((((((((Corwin)))))))))))))) I can't BELIEVE I forgot you in my last post!!! YOU! Who never forgets me, and is always a dear!!! I'm so sorry!!! ((((((((((((((((((((((((((Corwin))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))) Whatever the problem is, I hope it gets better... we're here for you!
And (((((((((((((rivka)))))))))))))) I'm glad things are going better.
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((((((((((Corwin)))))))))) (((((Derrell))))) My AIM id is rivkagila -- say hi sometime! ((((((((((Kyrie)))))))))) (((((Raia))))) (((((tt&t))))) Better. Some of what's going on is my stuff (and I'm working on it). Some of it is NOT. Still needs to be dealt with, but that's in process. (((((Ic))))) Bad cough! (((((RtF))))) (((((Zotto!))))) Boxes everywhere? (((((imogen))))) Ooooh, chocolate! (((((Eruve))))) (((((blacwolve))))) (((((Val))))) (((((Anna))))) Welcome back!
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((((tt&t)))) Hope you don't mind me using the *short* form... It's 2:40 AM, Sunday, in France. Easter holydays have just started this weekend. And I'm not going home. And don't want to... In a few words, feeling rather numb... I think I'm gonna sleep all day if I can... Anyway, thank you very much for asking.
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(((((Corwin))))) I don't mind in the least. Have fun sleeping! And I hope that when the numbness wear off, it's happiness and not pain that you feel. (((((Corwin)))))
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